Part of my expression to you *sigh*

How often you hurt me, I would be fine, just need to take times. The decision you made seemed like you are being a coward and not generous at all. I have no idea to what you have done. The ways you always choose are only appropriate yourself and comfortable to you.

Honestly, I have tons of stuffs to question you. Basically, there are no any chances for me. I am being polite constantly; don't like to bother very much. Being a friend of you is slightly difficult for me sometimes. I understand friends' feelings and thoughts quite well, but for you, I'm not really like an understanding person.

I don't think too much or even got any intention on you. I think I could be you friend who you need very often. But now, I seemed like not much 'worthiness' for you. You have given such of excuses to end up our friendship. Because you won't care anything more.

It's painful to me, I have to face the reality and endure the pain. In my life, there are too much of unexpected things to happen. A person who I have never met in my life.

Your life still goes on, be happy who you are. . .

For myself and anyone who read this paragraph,
Get ready and say clearly:
"No matter what you say or do to me, I am still a worthwhile person."

Good Job

Finally, I have done my assignment with little girl. Today is the dead line of submitting the assignment. Hopefully, everything will be fine for that. As both of us putted our efforts on doing the assignment. Topic is simple, words are not very much, pages are not more than 10. But I feel satisfied with our work. Thanks little girl who has been a good partner with me. If the topic is about psychology, I may have more passionate of doing the work. (hey hey, enough!!)

Anyway, I was having a presentation yesterday. The topic was about 'depression', any topic we could choose. Many pair of eyes were staring at me, they wondered what was I trying to talk about that. Anyway, I merely wanted to share something that is worth to hear. Many people don't even realize the awareness of having depression.

✩Gorgan's 21st b'day @fullhouse♭0513。。

all of us

er~your look

son & mom

Susan & me

with Lulu

ush!! t.g.i

花茶

doly fish, tasty~

Actually, I intended not to go to fullhouse at first. As there were many reasons that I couldn't go with you all. It was my 1st time had been there. But it was your, G. 21st b'day, I think I should go. I enjoyed having dinner there with you all too. We had a simple birthday celebration for Gorgan. Moreover, I love the place there very much, especially its decoration. Fullhouse is an ideal place to gather with friends and spend time there. 0529, I'll be back again with my friends. hehe~

♬ Ohh~ Happy Day ♪

Last Friday, we went to Mid Valley+The Gardens for celebrating Malao's birthday. We had simple lunch at 'Paddington House of Pancakes', the desserts with pancakes we eaten were very tasty.However, we had gone mad that day, snapped almost 100 photos with my Black Canon. I really enjoyed myself very much with you all. Shermene cut her hair, 'you look much more funny now'. muahaha~We were so talkative that day, talking 'nonsense', especially our conversation fulled of humorous, made me laughing all the time.

Wherever we go, whenever we meet, we also would feel great, everything should remain the same as our friendship is eternity.


Here are tons of photos to share. . .

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y

Feeling extremely happy to get my P license. Finally, I don't have to worry about anything more. Because I had failed the test for 2 times. It seemed like very silly to fail. When I am nervous, I might forget all the steps to take on the test. Chances were not given to anyone once you do the wrong steps, they would tell you, come back again and please pay RM150 for resit. It was so strict!!! Hmmm. . .Don't care anything, as long as I got the license. Hoohooo!! Myself can drive, doesn't need to trouble dad so much who always fetches me here and there. However, I still have to take some time to practise.

Happy 19th Birthday to you, Malao楚欣 (05.09)

Old Friends Gathering

my shin-chew T, *sob*you wore it.

we met little girl at SUN-U

many of them didn't turn up

1 week ago, Osh and Shermene stayed overnight at my place after one-day out to Kepong and CH. The next day, they joined me to Pyramid to meet out with my 6aRen classmates. Little girl was cheated that both of them went home. But I did not talk anything, you keep blaming me*lol*, it was Shermene, she was teasing you. I would always be the one who treat you very nice.

After that, we met at ice rink. It was my 1st time to skate. It was not fun at all. I tried so hard to skate that day. However, I couldn't skate as 'normal people', even though acted like a penguin, I was still imbalanced. I fell down few times, my arms and backbone was so painful. I couldn't raise up my hands on the next day. I also accompanied Joreen and Susan to get their garments in Forever21 for their night still young. I was not joining them that night as I prefer going to my niece's b'day party. Moreover, I like alternative, country, jazz and rock music.

it's real!! Dora

B'day girl

I never have 3 cakes together in my b'day before

Last day of the break

ashi shi

sorry ya,G. don't stare at me, I misunderstood what you said again.

Don't try to cover yourself, Susan, T.G.I pls

funny actors (voice+action)

black sesame with peanut ball

peanut tofu

mix fruit sago+honeydew pearl

4 of us again + ashi shi went out to get a present for Jinn Foong's birthday. We spent few hours in One-U to get the present, watch fashion show and have some desserts. Even the last day of the holiday, I couldn't even control myself of going out. Gosh!!

Arggg. . . It was very evidence that I didn't spend enough time to finish my work. I tend to delay my work always and always. However, I finished the homework that were given in these 2days, except assignment. 1 week, it was not enough at all.

6days of outing was darn tired for me. Watching movies, shopping, gathering with friends, doing odd jobs, etc made me feeling exhausted. Especially, 3 of you(Gorgan, Wern and Susan) often went out with me. I have to save some money again as I have overed spending. Something that I intended to do before starting the holidays. But come to the end, I haven't completed them. I have enought rest as I didn't watch movies or dramas till late night.

2nd semester will start on tomorrow. It might much difficult in my work. 1 month more, I will finish my course. There are some nice friends I met in SUN-U. They are friendly and helpful. However, there are still many of them that I don't recognise.

Coursemates:

Happy 30++ Birthday to my dear Jinn Foong. . .